Blogging has been 'the' part of my life since 2007, and it's been 6 years now. It felt so fast and I've found that so many things changed in me, and in this blog also. What is it? Well, actually the reason I wanted to write about this post is because of a new friend that I just met several days ago. He also has a blog, and he writes so many things about his life, his adventurous jobs and vacations, poets, everything. And then I realized.
I think, lately I've been treating my blog a bit wrong. I forgot the purpose of this blog. I forgot to write about myself. Yes. The first thing that came in mind, the reason that I created this blog was to write about my journey, my adventurous life, my long career story from the beginning of my short hair until my hair become frizzy and wavy like today (even my hair is getting worse than 2 years ago). I have probably wrote this kinda post months or years ago, but I hope this time is different. I really have to write about my story, daily photos of my journey, etc. I think, the thing that may have caused this problem is because there are so many social media platform today. It's like when I want to write about my daily story and to share some photos, there's already Twitter and Instagram, therefore my brain was thinking that I don't have to write it again in my blog. And now I realize that it is wrong. This content, the story of this blog has to be essential, the complete version of the tiny parts of the story that I've shared earlier in another social media platform.
Another thing that keeps me bothering is about my memory. I don't know what kind of curse that affect me to become like this. I've read so many articles about how to improve memory skill. But until today, there's almost no sign of improvement. So often i lose my key car, left it in the theater (2 times already), forgot where to put things that I just bought, forgot people's name, even I could forgot a person's name when he's actually beside me all day long (this happened several days ago, I forgot the name of my cameraman).
Oh well, I'm sorry about this English post. Because deep in my heart, I really want to write in English, to get to know other people in other side of the world, and to write an international best seller book (amen!). Eventhough i know my English is not that good, but I think this is enough. It's better for me to let it all out, let it flow than hiding what you're really wanted to do for years. It's better to make a mistake, than not doing anything at all.
Oops, almost forgot to start writing about my journey. So, yesterday I was doing a (musical) video project with a lot of friends as a talent. We got to dance a little, and the one who sing was Sita Nursanti (the one from Rida Sita Dewi). She's a lovely woman and her voice is so cute and beautiful. And then, the place was very unique, it's an Auto Gallery where there were like 40-50 vintage cars all over the place. It's like we were in 1970s. It was so cool that I also forgot to take a lot of picture of it. Crap!
photo by @aMrazing. I'm sorry about my pose.. it was.... nevermind, I'M FABULOUS.
Rahne Innath Milly Nova Leoni Febrian Alex Vabyo Trisca Fatimah Me Dimas Uchiet
It was fun, eventhough we were there from 7am to 6pm, and I was fasting. Some were so tired that they did breakfast, but that wasn't me! I survived! :) The video will come out next month, i'll keep you updated! See ya! :)
